my eyes occasionally wander to the other side of the courtyard where he is.
it is a treat because rarely do we see each other. i will take this moment and make sure i do not end it prematurely. i will remember him coming in and asking if i wanted clam chowder but then taking it back because he remembered i was feeling ill this morning and getting me minestrone instead. i was suppose to bring him the jasmine tea we got down in chinatown along with his axe body spray but i forgot. so i will mouth the words "i love you" to him instead and maybe that will make up for being such a bad girlfriend.